http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/ for the love of apathy Fri, 19 Jan 2007 22:25:01 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/archive/248.html Fri, 19 Jan 2007 14:20:41 GMT what do you do? when everything seems to crumble in.....at the same fucking time? maybe it's the entire series of events today that makes me feel this way. i can't help but feel people are fucking me over. i like doing what i do with the magazine. but it's starting to sap up alot of my time and energy, and it's not paying off like it should, both money and effort wise. why do people have so much trouble saying what they mean? I feel like i'm being manipulated, and some people are expecting more than they should for an unpaid job. fyp is such a bitch, even more so with mr T. He better pray... (more) http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/comments?id=248 http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/archive/247.html Fri, 24 Nov 2006 07:16:51 GMT smile, because you know what's coming. a dozen rounds later i finally arrive at the same spot i got on. strangely familiar, and i know it's time to get off. it's been hell of a ride with some very good lessons learnt. three semesters ago it was a lesson on obsession and a walk on the wild side. two semesters ago it was a lesson on how fucked up people can be. last semester a lesson on how people's characters never change. now, i'm learning to walk away when it's time. it's not a fairytale world, it's just different from the one you live in. we create reality. it only becomes fantasy when... (more) http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/comments?id=247 http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/archive/246.html Sun, 12 Nov 2006 14:57:12 GMT does wishing on the past ever help? http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/comments?id=246 http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/archive/245.html Sun, 08 Oct 2006 11:21:39 GMT funny how after a year and a half we still share that chemistry. speaking the same words at the same time while 8000 miles apart. http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/comments?id=245 http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/archive/244.html Tue, 18 Jul 2006 23:45:24 GMT So we've been here for almost 23 days, crashed a car, survived the Death Valley desert and emerged.........broke. The other folks have gone on their rampage for branded shopping, i have given up the mindless trudge and retreated to the new york library for some brain feeding instead. it's weird not keeping in touch with the news or what's going on around us now, i bet alot of people are getting knived and shot every day in this city. anyways. this girl is very very broke now (which would explain why i'm sitting here instead of looking for things to buy). so much has happened since i last... (more) http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/comments?id=244 http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/archive/243.html Wed, 31 May 2006 06:21:42 GMT the date's all set, i'll be leaving everything behind in three weeks; the dirty streets, metro city, zapatas, malone's, windows, my apartment, this place i've grown so familiar with over the last five months. there's something alluring about making somewhere temporary your home, learning to accept all the ugly bits of it knowing you'd be leaving one day soon anyway, then coming to know that you have fallen in love with it anyway. but could i live here forever? don't think so. dr b had asked m if i wanted a job here, and i told d about it. he said perhaps we could both work and live here... (more) http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/comments?id=243 http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/archive/242.html Thu, 27 Apr 2006 11:57:46 GMT i can't even believe how one can vet speeches and ppts over and over and OVER for seven hours straight; there's some sick pleasure to it though; i didn't mind staying in til midnight doing just that, although sometimes i wished details didn't matter. we reprinted those things so many times, i'm officially guilty of single-handedly depleting an acre of the amazon in a single night. the press conference took place this morning at the other end of town from where i was staying, but i didn't really mind, was sick of my side anyway. things went pretty well, had about forty people coming in from... (more) http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/comments?id=242 http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/archive/241.html Thu, 13 Apr 2006 03:42:55 GMT "More women in government could also boost economic growth: studies show that women are more likely to spend money on improving health, education, infrastructure and poverty and less likely to waste it on tanks and bombs. " - The Economist on why more women should be in the workforce http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/comments?id=241 http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/archive/240.html Thu, 06 Apr 2006 07:40:49 GMT grey and black may give you black, but grey and white will always give you grey. so if things go as planned i may leave earlier than i had expected to, but i'm beginning to think it wouldn't matter as much as i thought it would. i have bits and pieces of a huge jigsaw that i somehow know won't be easily pieced together; what i need now is to let go of things and stop trying to find out. there's no guessing to truth anyway, and truth is really subject to time, moment and situation. the glorious beauty of wondering keeps you alive by killing. what do you want to know? how do you feel about... (more) http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/comments?id=240 http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/archive/239.html Wed, 29 Mar 2006 05:00:31 GMT 'so how do you feel now?' Lost, i suppose. And wondering if that even matters. Words are so easy and you're good with them, but how many are from the bottom of your heart? pieces of you that are just like me, pieces of you that are different altogether. pieces of you i can't decide if i should believe, pieces of me i don't know if i should give. i feel like i'm stuck at the traffic lights, furiously pushing the button for the green man to come on so i can dash across into someplace i've never been before. Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth Still a little bit of you laced with my... (more) http://golistentocostes.blogdrive.com/comments?id=239