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Twentysomething

After years of expensive education, a car full of books and anticipation, I知 an expert on Shakespeare and that痴 a hell of a lot, but the world don't need scholars as much as I thought. Maybe ill go travelling for a year finding myself or start a career. I could work for the poor though I知 hungry for fame we all seem so different but we're just the same. Maybe ill go to the gym, so i don't get fat, are things more easy with a tight six pack? Who knows the answers? Who do you trust? I can't event separate love from lust. Maybe I値l move back home and pay off my loans, working nine to five answering phones. Don't make me live for my friday nights, drinking eight pints and getting in fights.

I don't want to get up, just let me lie in, leave me alone, I'm a twenty something. Maybe i'll just fall in love that could solve it all, philosophers・say that that痴 enough, there surely must be more.

Love ain稚 the answer nor is work, the truth alludes me so much it hurts. But I知 still having fun and i guess that's the key, I知 a twenty something and ill keep being me.

I知 a twenty something. Let me lie in, Leave me alone. I知 a twenty something.


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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
peanut butter fiction

'so how do you feel now?'

Lost, i suppose. And wondering if that even matters. Words are so easy and you're good with them, but how many are from the bottom of your heart? pieces of you that are just like me, pieces of you that are different altogether. pieces of you i can't decide if i should believe, pieces of me i don't know if i should give.

i feel like i'm stuck at the traffic lights, furiously pushing the button for the green man to come on so i can dash across into someplace i've never been before.

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost, your witness
Still a little bit of your face i haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
And I can't say what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer to me
So close that i can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage, teach me to be shy
cos' it's not hard to fall
And i don't want to lose
it's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know


Posted at 01:00 pm by tany0025

xxx
March 30, 2006   03:28 PM PST
 
i think it's better to be lost rather than to end up making fatal mistakes.

but nothing is certain in life, no one said it would be easy and life's short. sometimes you have to make the leap of faith as well?

the most important thing is to be happy and to just be yourself!:)
 

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